dostoevsky 7 was the inability to love and that's what kills people. i fully get why people blow their brains out. it's really. and i don't use love as a kind of a hole mark schmaltzy and we all got to love each other. i'm saying that the only way you're healed from those experiences is by re-establishing a connection. with that kind of power with another human being and if you can't do that you don't survive and i have friends couldn't do it they're not here. it's you know the power of love. to transcend time and it looks like a ga you'd be too out for that $38.00 that we used to have a woman loaches a mini game and it fired $4000.00 rounds per minute one of the manifestations of the national security state especially in the in the sort of apple j. it's arrived at today. is that it destroys the palms it destroys the will to diplomacy and it destroys the skill for diplomacy. if you're a small state like we were for 150 years in an essence of these of these spain france england and even russia you've got to be exquisitely good at diplomacy you got to be