dr. bernardo. it's an adoption agency. have six weeks old boy was taken in by the parents, my mother and father were both white and the nearest community was five towns away so this was before britain as multi-cultural pitting the line was about 11 all of these cultures. i was always a ball lead as a kid -- always bullied as a kid. because i was black and i was a bigger kid. it's pure racism but when you are brought up in the establishment of anything else was similar, the same problem, the more ignorance of the culture but it's not help and i found the quality only three fighting. something different happened. for once i wasn't seen as black. i went to school and it was an issue of black-and-white. i went to football and played and for the first time ever i was accepted and the people said to me it was a football game so my loyalty was a way to prove to the world of that volume worth something and i'm going to be a football game. i ended up in prison and a very young age. >> host: why? >> guest: football violence, causing