dr. michelle benau. he ran to help to tend to the lone american killed in the attack, nohemi gonzalez.d to save her, but she died in his arms. >> i look at eyes, you know, for this lady to see if she was alive or not. >> reporter: you looked into her eyes? >> yeah, of course, and in france, fireman came and i said send me a doctor to me but we have no more doctor, just bring me oxygen and she died. >> reporter: when she died you had been trying to save her life for 20 minutes, you had been trying everything. you had a chance to look into her eyes and see her face. >> she was very white. she was not -- she was not -- i don't know where she was when the guy was in the back. i don't see but she. >> reporter: was she in pain? she -- >> she was not scared or afraid. she was very cool indeed. she died very softly. >> reporter: very softly but you saw this young woman die right in front of your eyes as you tried to save her life. how is your life changed? >> i was not so much shocked by what i saw. i felt so depressed. it was so horrific for me because it's my job and i was unable to do it. >