dr. jeff gardere, he's with us as well. we'll analyze some of the blog entries, talk about what we know. delve into motive here. and we'll take your calls, the number 1-877-tell-hln. >>> i remember thinking, i wanted to hold my breath. because i was afraid if he saw that i was breathing, he would shoot again. >> you can hear the terror. that was the instructor of the latin impact class in the aerobics room where george sodini went into the classroom, shut off the lights and opened fire. 36 bullets fired. nine people shot. three women dead. then he turned the gun on himself. we're taking your calls. we have our experts standing by. let's bring back andrew, from the pittsburgh tribune review reporter. andrew, i want to look at one of his blog entries. make sure it was well polished. work out every detail. there is only one shot. he practiced this. he was at that gym how many times on the ill-fated day, like yesterday? >> that's the frightening thing about this. when you talk to the fbi experts, they say this is basically a gu

dr. jeff gardere. and mom's with us, linda mcray, russell's mother. all right, linda. let's start there. because a lot of people hear this and go, okay, what was mom doing. did you monitor his internet use? how are things going on that front, linda? >> actually, his internet use is always monitored. i have my computer locked with pass words that i change every single month. on top of that, i have a slide door in my room that does not lock, so on the outside of my room that i leave, i padlock it with a combination lock. >> wow. >> russell did not view this at our house. >> where did he see it? >> he had went over to a friend's house. i guess those parents, you know, are okay with their kids watching these things. he had seen it a couple days prior to the incident that happened. >> okay. so he sees it. did he do this by himself? was he in cahoots with another kid? the kid that he was watching this online with, did they work together to pull off this stunt that went bad? >> actually, no. he had watched it online with another child. at the other child's house. a couple day