dr. kevorkian. >> can you -- >> there is no joke. no joke. >> no.as just saying -- i think you meant that. you couldn't be on stage you wouldn't want to be here. >> done. i have it in my will, whatever you call it, and the lawyer got crazy. do not resuscitate if i cannot get up and be able to do 90 minutes on stage. my lawyer argued with me how long. >> you wanted 90 minutes. >> what about 60? >> i said 90 minutes, michael. >> i can't do 90, don't resuscitate me. do not resuscitate. 90 minutes on stage. he -- how about 60? really good opening. my life -- >> i didn't laugh when you said had a. i -- i saw in your eyes you meant that. if i can't do what i do, i don't want to be around here. >> i don't want -- i don't want melissa to see her mother singing world war i songs. ♪ over there change her catheter. i don't want any of this. no. hello amsterdam. i'm out of here. i had a great life. if i dropped dead right now, nobody will say "so young." i had such a great run. such a great ride. it is -- i'm just so lucky. >> what -- in retrospect, what do you