dr. michelle ward who came face-to-face with bond to find out how the new york lawyer transformed into a cold blooded murderer. tonight, the "insider" investigates the case of the ivy league killer. >> what is it like to go into a prison and stare into the eyes of a killer? >> oh, i was scared. he walked into the room with thest intense stare i've ever seen. what was the first time i'm like, whoa there it is, there's that look people talk about. >> inside the mo clinton correctional facility dr. michelle ward sat across from jason bond, a cold blooded killer convicted of brutally beating his girlfriend 27-year-old weight watcher's executive danielle thomas to death. >> i don't know. whatever you want me to do, i'll do it. >> jason says his mother maureen oh connell, now the cfo of scholastic abandon him to focus on 4er career and his father was an abusive drug addict. as a result, he grew up in foster care eventually becoming a bully himself. >> i would say over time i becaviolent, yes. >> as he matured, jason lacked the impulse control most rationale people have. violence to him wasme o