they talked like duelling lovers out on the sidewalk.ack inside. >> rob tossed my phone up on our bed and he said, you win. i can't compete. he's young. he's a good-looking guy. he's an attorney. you make him a lot of money. what good am i? and he was just devastated. >> now you got yourself a pretty complicated life at this stage. >> yeah. >> of course, that february, 2011, emmett's life was complicated, too. ashley could see how stressed he was, didn't understand it. that or why he seemed to avoid coming home. >> there was one time when my son asked me if he lived with us anymore and later in the bedroom, he was like, what's that all about? i was just like, well, we miss you. and he just kind of yelled and screamed and left. >> ashley thought maybe it was her fault. she went to marriage counselling. emmett refused to go. >> i had felt really pushed away and was trying to find an answer and so tried to surprise him by cleaning out his car and found a weird envelope. >> weird envelope? >> just an envelope that was some sort of pill. i re