tavis, the people that came before me, what i accept this honor, it's for duke ellington who didn't get one, for lester young, for john coltrane, thelonius monk who didn't get one. thank you for this honor. i appreciate it. i'm them. that's who you're talking about, this music now. i appreciate it, not for me, for everybody that played, died, suffered, and made this music come out. tavis: you have such a grateful spirit. >> thank you for saying that. tavis: a kind, loving, gentle and grateful spirit. >> i have been through a lot, you know. i have been through a lot of stuff and i did not know i would get here. but i made it, i tried to be that way. tavis: how much of the hard stuff did you and your -- endure, the prison and heroin addiction, how much of that brings out the grateful nature that you have? >> i was lucky that i was able to get out of that valley of shadow of death, see. i was lucky because there were so many great young guys that could not get through that. i was lucky. again, how did i know i was going to become that? the same thing that -- go on, keep going on. i am grat