i am dylan klebold and eric harris' mother, i am james holmes's mother, i had jared loughner's motherp. in the wake of another horrific national tragedy, it is easy to talk about guns, but it's time to talk about mental illness. that's what we're doing today. liza long joins me from boise, idaho. and dr. drew joins us as well. liza, so nice to have you on. what an incredible piece, so open you were in this. what is it like to have a child where, you know, day to day, you write, he terrifies you? >> well, it's pretty much what i wrote, to be honest. you feel like you have no good options as a parent. i think any parent whosel's had child with a disability of any kind knows the frustrations and the hopes and dreams you have for your child. when you can't find answers anywhere, when you're actively seeking help for your child, and everywhere you turn, you can't get solutions, it's a really frightening thing. >> you have other children as wem. you talk about that, and an incident with a knife in this particular piece. how is your son doing since you wrote this? >> you know, honestly, broo