. >> it's a song on a pearl jam album that was eddie vetter taking lyrics from a piece of poetry i wrotend put it to music and it was just an incredible experience. hearing the finished product and seeing what it sounds like and it was an absolutely amazing thing. something that means a great deal. >> in a way it was almost like we department think of it a lot of times as supporting someone famous. they were not celebrities who threw money at the case. they were involved on a very ground floor level. >> peter jackson got involve and johnny depp got involved. these are high profile very famous people. they definitely made a difference to the atmosphere around your case. this guy sitting next to me, you came across to me, i never met you before in my life, you come across as someone grounded and eloquent and not someone associated with the portrayal of this case, the devil worshipping, satanic and cults obsessed. weirdo dangerous maniac who could be capable of killing three young children. you knew him very well. you were his best friend at the time. put yourself aside. when you saw him de