amy: so you have never met this edward clarkin in your newsroom? >> he doesn't exist.: and what makes you think he is michael schroeder? >> well, because the name showed up on restaurant reviews, and i know that michael schroeder used to go to restaurants to review them. was atwhen mr. schroeder "boston now" before he came to my paper, the resort so a review with the name edward clarkin on it. it all seems to go incidental. amy: edward is michael schroeder's middle name and clarkin is his mom's maiden name? >> executive. amy: if you could explain the connection -- you have a local press, "bristol press was grunting about a nevada judge going after a judge in nevada? >> yeah, pretty much. it was a little broader than that but it was a piece that had nothing to do with our coverage of a to do with our newspaper. was a truly bizarre thing to be published in our paper. and i don't know why it was there. i can't answer that. other than -- go ahead. amy: what are you planning to do? you worked at this paper for 20 years. you have now quit the paper. how will you get by and w