but is now facing deportation from the country when she's cold home for most of her life should be edwidge dusty takes up the story. i had to stop working i lost my job i was a registered nurse i went into financial difficulties i lost my dad in twenty twelve my brother to suicide i ended up stealing monies from patients i'm. in habit i ended up in prison getting a. everything just accumulators it was just like a knock on effect people are dying people have literally died of stress people have committed suicide because of this it's been a tough road for sharon a former n.h.s. nass who's facing deportation despite having lived here most of her life while waiting for an update on her status she was told she could no longer work and was advised to seek charity help in order to feed her kids if they can just allow me to go to work at least i'm not allowed to claim benefits and the person said not you're not allowed to claim any benefits you have no status so i said to her home i suppose to feed my child he's twelve heathen do anything wrong and she said well go online and seek charity the fort