princess dashkova ekaterina romanovna, you are no longer welcome at court, please leave.ve business, you’ll go to her, she doesn’t love you, grisha, and isn’t waiting, it’s none of your business , go. sober, i didn’t expect it forgive me, don't be angry. if i get angry at anyone now, it’s only myself. i had no illusions, i knew what power was, i knew what i was doing, but i was sure that i could stop the intrigues and carry my cross with dignity. what instead? there are more and more intrigues, and i always find myself in the center of them, i am tied hand and foot, i want to do something important in the present, i have to waste time on this nonsense, i drove dashkova away. "i found someone to cry about, it was a long time ago that we were driven away by this talkative fool, talkative, yes, but she is not a fool, and the reason for her resignation is not the point, she was right , i was scared then." they defeat me, i am weak, no, katya, you are strong, you are an empress, you are on the throne. and you have the right, thank you. oh, how i am, great, the night was beauti