was surprised by some of my critics who think that i'm against religion, sometimes been called elaine payin pagan becaui say what we know about christianity, how does it start, what we know about jesus and the others anyway. i was amazed to discover that our professors had file cabinets with gospels i never heard of like the gospel of thomas and peter and philip and mary magdalene, what are these and we realized they were written very early i other gospel in the new testament. but to teach us about centuries in these are the wrong ones, there's a good gospel in the back gospel, actually it's not that at all, the gospel is the new testament claim to teach what jesus taught publicly and when he is talking about crowds of people and thousands of people, the gospel of thomas, philip and mary magdalene and said jesus taught to certain people that he felt right deeper spiritual levels just as any country rabbi like jesus in the testament with the teacher of the rabbi. and if you talked about what the others did, he would've taught one way to large complication and another to private disciples, if