life involved with the downtown women's center where we have an extra ordinary new chairperson, elizabeth farrow. and we're moving along to sustainable housing, opening buildings all over the city. and it's so interesting to me the two original buildings, which downtown were built years ago and women have aged in those apartments. and when you go into those apartments, they're perfect. i mean, you cannot believe, mean. i often think maybe on their hands and knees scrubbing the floor at night i mean they're perfect the dishes are perfect. the bed is made. it's like a military operation. and it's so amazing to me that if you people a chance which is what you've talked all through this conversation, that they really do many times rise up to the occasion. they really do want be a better person and. i don't mean to make that simplistically, but i think it's factual that. then people say, i can do that. i can. we all have friends who are mired in in depression and then maybe they take a pill, maybe take a therapist, and suddenly they come out the other side. if we're lucky and we're astounded by how w