so she emails brian druker and asks if she can get on the study, and he says, i'll put you on the waiting list, but his waiting list was 100 patients long, and every time he got a new dose of the drug, he got permission to add another patient on the study, he had to choose which was the sickest. so he says, i'll put you on the waiting list, but i don't even know whether this drug is going to be made. i don't know when it's happening. i don't know when the trial will open in an expanded way, i just don't know, and maybe can you do something, and she said to me, you know, at that moment, i just felt there was no way that there was a drug in this world, that there was something that could help me that i was not going to get, and she wrote a petition. it was signed by hundreds of patients within weeks, sent it to novartis, and very soon afterwards the phase two trial opened to many hundreds more patients. and that just scratches the surface of the many heroic moments, the tragic moments, the frustrating, blood-boiling moments in this story that i just get this needs to be told. because in par