. >> reporter: ivan watson, cnn, hong kong. >>> let's bring in emma hutchinsonlif, a senior writer fortune" magazine. listening to her honesty of so many things, saying i'm pooped. i don't have any more in the tank, and also saying what she wants to make time for -- her children and now, you know, getting married. you know, how do you evaluate all that she shared so publicly and sometimes a little tearfully. it was hard for her to share, but she did. >> yeah. you know, listening to her share that, you can really see that she's kind of changing what it means to be a woman in a position of leadership. there's so much pressure not to show emotion, not to let people see you sweat. and she's really up front in saying i don't have enough to do the job anymore. my family is important to me. and there are reasons besides those locally in new zealand for her to step away at this point. >> and it's fascinating, too, because perhaps people, you know, looked at her, deservingly so, for a long time saying she really was creating a new model, or she was a model of a -- you know, a woman doing it all