my team would go out and put the eod squad and... blow it up. >> lindsey: you are recording? >>man: yeah >> lindsey: hey mom , dad this video is for you. wanna show you what i do during the day a little documentary on me just for you ...oh yeah this is where i sleep. ...at the hotel! we do eod which is 24 on, 24 off so this is where i sleep or on stand by for the cool missions and stuff... [explosions, shouting] this is where i stay . this is my home ! i am far away from home ! so this is my 50 cal weapon... you shoot pretty big bullets this is what's sitting here right now. >> man: i can't zoom into any pictures, you are blocking! >> lindsey: can you see now?? >> man: yeah i can see now! >> lindsey: this is what keeps me motivated. right here! everybody! say hi to my mom! look at this one mom!...say hi! >> solder: hello! >> lindsey: ok ! i wanted to fight for my country but i didn't think it's gonna be like that seeing your fellow marines in body bags and having to clean up the mess i've seen the aftermath of explosions. it's pretty sad. especially, when you lose somebody th