in fact, i started in the md ph.d program with eric kandel. i never finished the ph.d part but it was very much an academic endeavor for me. >> rose: but then you itched to thinking that you wanted to deal with patients. and fact you wanted to be somehow a clinical physician. >> actually, that's true. that did partly happen. like i said, i might have blufd a little bit in my interviews but then-- . >> rose: but you came back to it. >> then once i was in the clinics, discovered that i actually really, really enjoyed it. >> rose: the patient stuff. >> the patient stuff, just being with patients,it's a completely different source of satisfaction. and it could be frustrating, you know, right now i still see patients half day a week. and i don't really have to. most of my salary comes from funded grants, i do mainly research but i would never stop seeing patients because it really is something very different t keeps me grounded. it keeps my science focused on the important questions. >> rose: tell me about the joy of medical researchthe act of disc