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. >> tonight the clippers owner exriencing a financial fallout as companies try to distance them selves from the scandal. >> yes. big time. carolyn? >> sponso say they support clipper pyers and fans but they're takg the first opportunity they've had since that audio recording was released over the weekend to ba away from the scandal. >> pretty much any smart brand, i think is going to ave. >> kit yarrow is not surprised a dozen companies bailed on the l.a. clippers includin car max, statfarm, and red bull. that is just the beginning of the financial fallout following the rant caught on audio attributed to clippers owner donald sterling arguing with his girlfriend. >> if you you want to badcast it to you're associating with black people. >> they need to tell people that is not what they stand for. >> i appreciated what theyid yesterday. >> warriors center jermaine o'neal applauded rival l.a. clippers layers for the protest staged yesterday against team owner sterling. >> there are a lot of african american people on opposite ams as well. it's not just the clippers. >> the fmer 49er legen