so i created a little portfolio before i went to dallas that i could show to the modeling agencies fandy it was well brad well traveled well educated graduated stanford law school i had gone to princeton theology school so it was it was very appealing to be around somebody who i was frankly very impressed with and so fascinated with. eight months later we were getting married at the dallas arboretum and all of our family and friends were there and with at that point seemed like a dream come true. there were red flags before we got married there. there were frankly there were red flags all along the way sandy has what i consider to be a dual personality and that this other character would emerge when every drunk literally had to do something radical. the only remedy to remove him from my life was for me to leave dallas i had to leave dallas and i'd leave all my friends behind and completely. move to a different city. who asked sandy. but he wouldn't leave her i just kept saying you know let's be friends let's be friends he wanted to be more so cute told me that he was going to europe and