i mean, thank god i had people like shirley maclaine and faye dunaway and dyan cannon and people whore me to talk to me. you know, people want to say all kinds of things about these women that went before me, who walked a much harder road than i did, and they have no idea. no idea. but those women were very good to me, very good to me, and really told me what to expect and how to take care of myself. what to do, what not to do, so that i could be safe... ..in difficult situations. um, i can't tell you how much i appreciate it. so after your brain haemorrhage, your book entitled the beauty of living twice feels almost like you felt that this was a second shot at life. it's a completely different life. my brain got shoved into the front of my face. i mean, my whole dna shifted. my body type shifted. the food i was allergic to shifted, the food i liked shifted, the people that i was familiar with shifted. oh, no, i'm a very different person. a very, very different person. oh, gosh. if you could write a letter to yourself, you pick the age, giving you a piece of advice on resilience, bef