and this was some really smelly ferriby we didn't know how to get rid of it but we thought about throwing the flour away or putting it out on the balcony because i'd put all my love into the gift of the lily didn't wither for about two weeks so for two weeks we were pinching our noses all over the apartment to avoid the smell. you know at first i kept my eyes open and just watched but i realized i could rely on this girl and she took it upon herself to care for him so i have nothing to do now i was surprised at how well she took to it from the very beginning when he was a child who would often leave him alone but one time he was sitting at his computer and suddenly felt very ill after that he said do you know how terrifying it is to die alone when there's no one around to help you to steal stuff you have terrible fits like a panic attacks that left him choking there when sometimes he gets cross at all because i still treat him like a kid and he while you wish not my kid i say even when you're sixty you'll still be my child to do he tells me not to put him down in front of his future wife.