dick feynman's idea of proof was to find an example of a mathematical proof. he had so much insight that he could pick two examples that they could test it at every week point -- weak point, and mere mortals had to actually prove it. when we grumbled, as i sometimes did, that his proofs were not rigorous, he would say, "do you know what rigor mortis means? it means died of too much rigor." one way of explaining how it was with dick feynman is that you could go to his lectures, and they were magnificent, but you could know more learn how to do physics that way then you could learn to dance by watching him be a ballerina. it just cannot be done. exposure to neutrons. i was working on theories, so i didn't have any exposure to neutrons at all. other people in the laboratory who were doing experimental work often took risks that nobody would accept except under the pressure of war. i mean, after all, other young men like us were in the trenches in france, and they did experiments that today would be considered insanely dangerous. the most extreme example was louis