joining us now is david clohessy and theo fleury. good morning to you both.start with you in toronto this morning. even though jerry sandusky wasn't abusing players on the penn state team, you were abused by your trusted hockey coach for a number of years, how were you able to deal with that? >> well, not very well. you know, i went down a path of, you know, a lot of self-destruction, a lot of, you know, alcoholic, drug addict, you know, had a lot of relationship problems, relationship issues, so you know, it was a difficult time in my life. but i'm really happy where i'm at today. >> how long did it take for you to get the help that you needed. >> probably about 27 years. >> what finally led you to, i guess, seek help? >> well, i was just really sick and tired and fed up, you know, i was caring around a secret for a long, long time, and you know, i wasn't functioning as a human being at that point in my life. and you know, i had a great c conversation with god. on a particular night. and that was about six years ago. and from that day forward, my life has be