florida state. i was born in 2 florida state football fandom. ad and i watched a lot of games, i only applied to one school. i was going to go to florida state. i was on crutches, the one thing the doctor said was don't go to the football game so of course i was like 20 and i went to the ballgame. people ask me a lot where the book came from.÷÷ it really came out of my fandom÷ and i care about the issue of sexual violence. this is a pretty well-known story but in november 2013 the quarterback at florida state, it came out he had been under investigation for sexual assault for 11 months and at that point the tallahassee police department had not done anything with the case. florida state had not been good at football for a few years. it was exciting, we had a team, to line, amazing quarterback, heisman chatter by november, chatter that we were maybe good enough to go to the national championship, it became a national story, the police department forwarded the case, 11 months later we waited to find out if he would be charged and he was not. at tha