ibrahima: uh, fluttershy.

ibrahima: uh, fluttershy. well done, kitty. ndeye: me. carer: i know. ibrahima: i got you ndeye.quickly. (laughs). they're getting bigger now. they're getting more aware of how i'm feeling and what i'm feeling. i know, and what is the, uh, pony's, at the moment, uh, name? ndeye: applejack! ibrahima: applejack! simple look, we are communicating. a simple gesture, we're communicating. you see what's like, "you okay daddy? we're gonna be okay, we're going to be fine." there's no other words you can put on that, it's priceless. bedtime now. ndeye: i, i want tablets in bed. ibrahima: huh? ndeye: i want tablets in bed. ibrahima: your tablet, just ten minutes. carer: ten minutes. ndeye: yay! ibrahima: it can be very conflicting but you feel lucky. despite whatever the difficulty you're having, they are bringing me such joy, such a joy that i would never find anywhere. it's a huge privilege, a huge blessing to be their dad. ready for bed? you want ipad? ndeye: yeah. ibrahima: yeah, okay. are we, are we happy we'll get it? yeah? ndeye: my light. ibrahima: you have a good night now. okay?