. >> buddha, no, an ode to fred silverman. >> take two. let's start from the beginning.t's go. >> like a lot of comedians when he was off stage, he was full of fear, full of anxiety. about what, who knows. he himself said he was full of dread but he didn't know why. he was just overwhelmed with anxiety, but he definitely used the stage from be free, to be comfortable, to be himself. >> i'm big and grotesque but you've got to be. you see what i mean, you've got to be crazy. it's too late to be sane. too late. have you to go full-tilt bozo because you are only given a little spark of madness. and if you lose that, you're nothing. [ applause ] what's going on here? um...i'm babysitting. that'll be $50 bucks. you said $30. yeah, well it was $30 before my fees, like the pizza-ordering fee and the dog-sitting fee... and the rummage through your closet fee. who is she, verizon? are those my heels? yeah! yeah, we're the same size...in shoes. with t-mobile taxes and fees are already included, so you get four lines of unlimited for just $40 bucks each. the price we say is the pric