cheh garten is a former nfl team doctor, he says players have a higher form of arousal that allows themy through pain. >> it is scrutinized by the media, the fans, everyone watching their performance. >> go out with reckless abandon and you play the game. >> reporter: garrison hearst was a running back with the san francisco 49ers, doctors said he would never play again after a debilitating ankle injury. he was back on the field after two years of rehab. this gladiator mentality, is that something within or something that you learn? >> i think it's within, but also learned as you play. first thing you learn in football, if it's not broke, you can still go. >> reporter: apply that mind set to head trauma, there's a potential for life-altering injuries. >> after seeing what some of these men have been through and their families have been through does that scare you? >> when they take their own life, absolutely. >> reporter: crumpler has had a few concussions on record, but admit there's were probably more. >> i had missed four games due to injury, and probably should have missed twice tha