we gen de gaulle sad but french polynesia is proud to be part of what france will become meek that is to say imagine you cleopatra. but to me that is disgusting and. then moment was imposed on us don't you move about in fact she makes us guilty to begin yeah for we are victims but we're also responsible for what's happening to us and for what might happen if france were to use its nuclear weapons. and i find that on forgivable and bad. behind this image of paradise lies the secret that surrounds the testing and rips apart the people of french polynesia here the economy is dependent on friends and the subject of nuclear testing remains taboo but this doesn't stop maria. bristow mood right now. that i'm thinking of my children's future. not so much to put. a tiny territory a tiny country before but we have a high percentage of people suffering from thyroid long and bladder cancer levy see me and it's frightening to know all that. with the help of her husband the teacher and mother of two uses the internet to broadcast an image of her country one that is rather different from those in th