he changed his mind and asked for his job back after mayor george mosconi told white he was appointing someone else he led him into his room. here he poured two drinks from these bottles of liquor into these glasses then he lit the cigarette as he tried to calm him, asking about his wife and son. >> it was just like that and then i -- and then he just -- he came to me and then that was it and i -- i just shot him. >> when mosconi's body was found the cigarette was still burning. white then raced down the hall to harvey milk's office. >> i saw him come in and i said, dan, can i talk to you and he went by. i opened the door, i found harvey on his stomach, i tried to get a pulse and put my finger through a bullet hole. he was clearly dead. >> as feinstein was trying to calm the city police went to white's home, where for days he had been holed up alone in a sleeping bag, pouring over these newspaper clippings about his resignation, flyers opposing his reappointment, a photo of his dead father. >> dan white wasn't able to handle it. he, in my opinion, he never belonged in city hall. >> whi