was arrested at 15, he has a child, went to a camp, went to a camp, returned sick, the writer german sadulaeve war stories of andrei platonov. you know, this image of a flower, which he appears several times in several stories, the image of a flower that grows from rocky or sandy soil, and platonov writes that this flower, which is grown from this poor soil, is like a person who processes evil into good in himself, this is such... something buddhist, a very optimistic philosophical concept in platonov, he often speaks, again directly about the substance of life or about the living substance, which we must preserve and increase, and for this sake everything, and what am i in myself? i am a small particle of this living substance, if i perish, well, then i will perish, if on me and by me, but on me life will end. how did it happen and how would it?