would have said, what are you doing, we come from the projects, what else do you need we moved to germantownbut that is mother love. neil: what are you trying to prove, you don't need the money. unlike a lot of boxers you hang on to it invest it well, but, what is different about you and others who have tried to push -- >> can i ask why i'm still fighting it, this is important, i was answers all week. at barkley center, why hopkins continues to do what he has been dig for 25 years, with affection is because, i said i have always been a third child in the house, roy jones jr., the great james tony, and then myself, roy jones and james tony had exclusive multimillion dollar contracts, not only once with hbo, and then they got another one, i was a renegade in a positive way, always fighting to get recognition, and respect. neil: you got it now. >> but listen. now, the light seems to be on me alone. i seeing now i am 48, time has came so fast at 48, but my body and youthfulness have not caught up with 48, i've saying to explain not to justify, if i did this the opposite way if i was 35 or younge