gerry conlon�*s another victim of miscarriage ofjustice.r victim, and as he says, in my sleep, i'm killing people. i'm slicing people. i'm kicking and screaming. i don't remember any of this, but what i do remember is when i waking up, when i come round and the blood is pumping through your veins and the tension and the adrenaline flow, and all i think about is walking into that police station in queen's road and austin and birmingham, just like one of them, like arnie and what have you, and one of them films with a big machine gun and going, here, "take this" and shooting every one of them. believe me, i sit there and i smile at it. and do you recognise that that is extraordinarily damaging to you? exactly, exactly. i mean, that is corrosive. you are trapped. i know i'm trapped, but one of the things that i can't get out of my head that triggers it all the time... what i can't forget is that i went into the police station. i've never been arrested. i went into a police station of my own free will to be eliminated from their inquiries. i'd