you can go to gethsemane in kentucky and feel a very similar feeling. when you just enter there, before you've spoken with anyone, you have a similar feeling. but here is thomas merton who spent most - a lot of years of his life in there - but also he wrote, and is probably the best known example of a modern-day seeker. in fact, he died seeking - he was in the far east - nepal or wherever that was - when he died accidentally; they had poor electricity in their monastery. but yeah, you're connected. and things that he wrote conjectures on the guilty bystander - that because they go to the monastery, it doesn't mean they've left everything behind. they're human beings, they're men, some are women. there's quite a lot to it. >> i mean, talk about your synchronicity. you mentioned merton. i just happen to have the monastic journey , by merton, here, and just listen to this one passage he writes about this interconnectedness. "if therefore we seek jesus the word, we must be able to see him in the creative things around us - in the hills, the fields, the flow

things, these techniques from the battlefield because you didn't have a whole fancy jim over -- gethsemaneou and how that transformed you. >> in afghanistan we didn't have anything. a lot of body weight and simple dumb bells. i brought it back into my daily workouts that i do now. it's really transformed me i'm at the tip of my performance now. i work out five hours a day. creative. >> has his eye on being a slot receiver in college football. think welch walker folks that's who we have in mind here. this youtube video is catching on. i want to talk about the transition from the battlefield back here, you have a friend who has started a nonprofit that helps people with ptsd and making that transformation and it has to do with physical fitness. how helpful is that? >> i think physical fitness in the form of curing or helping with ptsd is something that is very instrumental and very beneficial. team red, white, and blue is the name of the nonprofit organization. phenomenal guys up there mission statement overcoming battle wound stars with physical fitness as opposed to therapy on a couch more