. >> reporter: gloria cazares' daughter jackie wanted to visit texas. >> i love you to the moon and back always said. >> i love the murals. the murals are my favorite part. if i have to go somewhere, it's the murals. there's a little bit of joy, right? they're beautiful. >> reporter: in each other, they say they've found a deep understanding. is there a word you would describe this type of a relationship? >> i think it's a club. >> a club? >> it's a club. unfortunately, it's not a club anybody wants to be a part of. but it's our club now. we work with what we have. >> do you ever feel like you feel more comfortable talking to them than even your own family? >> oh, definitely. outside of my husband and children, these are the only people i talk to about this. >> how about the rest of you? >> my family is completely understanding. they've supported me 100%. however, they have not lost a child. i've had kim message me out of the blue, "thinking of you, i love you." she has no idea how much that helped me. >> reporter: finding someone who understands is not easy. and while some of the moms h