i never forget years ago sitting with gore vidal, two friends of mine in austria, having lunch and gore said in his super silly way, what are you working on now my dear? she said oh, i'm writing my memoirs. he said, at last, you are turning your hand to fiction. [laughter] you know, i mentioned earlier i studied and was friends with berlin who wrote a great -- on tolstoy called a hedgehog and the fox, and he's quoting the great greek who said the hedgehog has one big idea, and the fox as many ideas. and i'm a fox, but as a fox we always love the other day and i'm in love with hedgehogs. and only write about monsters and hedgehogs. jesus is a big hedgehog of course. gore vidal is a hedgehog. he only has one idea, we know what that was. but tolstoy had commuted, he was the ultimate hedgehog, and frost was a hedgehog. and remember, i made a joke yesterday about when i wrote a novel about tolstoy and the sentiment mother and she said, was to start writing books about me? [laughter] -- stop writing books about me. it seemed like a terrible joke she was making, and she was serious but i reali