all the while, goucher was rationalizing what she says was unusual. personally massaging his athletes. tell us about the moment you felt, this isn't normal. >> i was in a hotel along with alberto in italy. he was giving me a post-workout, pre-race, what he would call flush. and it just felt wrong. i was thinking, there's no way he's touching me like that, i'm imagining this, he's just a bad masseuse. but really i was frozen. not knowing what to say or do or accept that this was happening. >> reporter: goucher says at the time, she didn't tell anyone about the massage. >> i felt like maybe it was just a mistake. even when i thought at all about telling someone, who would i tell? everyone that i interacted with at nike was male. all the way up the chain. >> reporter: she says it happened again years later while the two were in lisbon for a race. >> he goes to give me a massage. it was the same situation where i felt his finger was going where it shouldn't be going. and i was so uncomfortable. and i just remember thinking, i can never travel alone with h