. >> i've apologized to the gr grazia grazianos, but i want to say,ly never be able to say sorry enough. >> reporter: but for john's father, the apology was not enough in the courtroom, he lashed out against nick hogan, whose birth name is nick bolea. >> what al qaeda could not do to my son, nick did in a matter of minutes. >> i remember hearing that for the first time, and it just remember wanting to stand up and just scream that i had no intention of ever hurting john. >> reporter: but the extent of his contrition was brought into doubt when 36 hours of jailhouse phone calls were released after a reporter made a public records request. >> i don't know what to do, mom. >> baby, i didn't know you were going to go in that kind of a thing. >> i would do anything to get out of this room. >> i know. >> reporter: he even asked for his father's help in securing a lucrative television deal. >> will you work on that real-ality deal? >> yeah. >> for me, and get that thing lined up so the minute i walk out of wherever i walk out of, it's there? i want to do it where i'll make the most money. >> w