you know, i'm having a wedding in six months, and there's a groomsman's spot that's not going to be filledknow, it's like... of course i'm angry. >> pitts: i'm struck by how everyone who was close to clay, that each of you blame yourselves. >> wordin: you feel like you let him down. you know, he counted on me as a guy that he knew he could count on. he could call me anytime, anywhere. he knew he was always welcome. and it's not enough. and you struggle with that. >> pitts: how many clays have you met? >> wordin: he's the only one that ever went the final step. but guys that are like that? hundreds. over the five years i've been doing that, hundreds. >> hunt: we're veterans. we fought for our country and we've done what i think are great things. yeah, they can be horrible things, but that's war and that's the way war's always been. but we're doing good things for our country, and i think we deserve a lot better coming home as veterans. ♪ [ male announcer ] navigating your future can be daunting without a financial plan. at pacific life, we can give you the tools to help you achieve financia