they knew what it was like to growup, essentially, in e public eye. all the good that that entails and all that they lo, because michael smoke so many times, and i think, eloquently about the childhood heelt he never d. >> also jy fost was a close nd of his. when you're ahild star, it's a life that nobody else can imagine. you know, nobody else can derstand the tings you se, but also the things you gain. i heard michael talk about,ou know, would you trade being the grtest perrmer and all the exciting tngs that that brings to have a normal childhood. and he said, no. you know, there is -- you gain so many tings as well as you se. so itane a bargain, but yu can enjoy so much ofthat. i know that he lovedperforming singin and dancing andhaving pele scream h me. and whentalked about not eling the love of his faer, the love of the crowds filled that hole. whicisrobably what led to wanting the lo of the world. th's a lo that canever be ended. nevebe replenished enough. e crowd can never eer enough for a peon >> when you talk to pople who were involved in tho