i mean, as a teenager, i read a lot of h.b.o i wrote like that, in my 20s i read ross mcdonald and raymond chandler so i wrote like those guys. little by little, you develop your own style. >> brown: you describe the discipline, the place where you want to write, things like that? >> yeah, at least kind of self-hypnosis involved in it, too. if you start at the same time every day, most writers have little routines they go through. i like to always stop with a couple of pages that i haven't -- that are just raw copy, where i haven't touched it, i haven't tried to revise it, i haven't tried to polish it. it's like having a little bit of a runway. the next day when you sit down, you have the comfort of saying, well, i've got a little bit here, used to be in the type writer. now it's in the magic box, the computer. >> brown: so it's not an empty slate as you start the next day? >> a cold start is a hard start. (laughter) >> brown: let me ask you one more thing. can you imagine stopping writing, not writing? >> well, when people say