like despite the fact that her life in haifa was much, economically more prosperous and she had more freedoms, she would come to ramallah and go to a place in ramallah, you probably know it and you could see she was alive because for her, right, she wanted a purely palestinian space, a space where she just could be herself and not like be politically correct, careful what she says it comes out wrong and what have you. so it struck me-- this was coming out of my seventh year in palestine and i was getting-- living in the functionality of palestinian society, a lot of it a result of the occupation, but we still have functionality weighing on me and i felt like i was getting jaded, i was feeling that we as palestinians have a lot of work to do regardless of the occupation and internal fight. ... in a state where the jewish is, the israeli oppressor would be there equal. we would say god help the jews when we take control because we are going to do worse things to them them they did to us. that sentiment is there. more importantly, the need to cleanse the land from the oppressor. we cann