i've had girls kong and say hey can you hamam and rattle off the phone number to me and just tell my mom i'm ok click and i'm like i have no idea who that was but i called the number and i'm like your daughter just called in once you know that she's ok that world whether you're in the bar scene. or whatever it is it's it's just so dark it's so you know shining a light in the dark so many. can bless wendy and i that we may be of. joy in just loving have something to offer to somebody in need to ask you to protect us and just be with us and the loss of your spirit and i see these scenes in jesus' name amen and i kissed the book. with. this one day. i was in the dressing room and i just started. praying and. i remember. thinking god and not understanding why. i was a good person and i just wanted three themes and i don't understand why them and not meaning in this big huge battle just wanting to be free and. the main aim in life was brandy. and. it always entered used to mean my first shift here would always say. we've got beer we've got wine and now you're going to have brandy. just in