when he had to go eventually came around because we spent the whole night picking his things in hari martin's vs a sweet tooth he had won so have his huge hold all was crammed to the break with snickers chocolate bars and other sweets flutist hysteria taking warm clothes out to because they didn't fit but he wouldn't allow me to touch the suite and. that was completely out of the question to start. telling us that few. times i just knew that everything would be fine for some reason we were so confident because we were going to get married officially after he came back with everything was planned or what even sent out invitations how could he not come back we thought of the mere thought of it never crossed our minds that sorry i can't. i heard somewhere that heroes and cowards feel exactly the same things the difference is that the hero moves on anyway while the card steps back. but often the case national to be afraid every deployment feels like the first ever seen repeats itself everyone scared while getting ready for the mission i never think i'm invincible in mosul fearless nothing like th