just thought i was a good ti in my life to go ahead and reveal who i am, nothe perception of what haseen writtut me throughout the media and heyday, fro baseball, alsohe things they takedbout at te conference. when you look at a person's life, there arcore issues u need to dig deep in and finout about that particar person. body ever does that. all the ever do is look into. writing the book was a healing part for myself. i also had to make amends to people that i hurt. i'm talking about two wives kids, through all of my scapades and what i was doing out there in t world. i was committed to self destruction. i just wand to tell the true story. plus, i wanted th book to b about helping someo el more than anything. weave a tendency of giving up on le. did not quit. you know? i went for more than you can agine. i did not quit. hopefully,somebody that picks this bookp will really be able to understand, thisuy wt through allf this and did t quit. there must be something worth me going on through life and keep moving forward. tavis you weretalking about the war that i want to use courageous. i think i