do you want me to mind the hash hasher harbors which a lot of them were talking about and then have them bring out one prisoner every day and hang in public? well, maybe that's not the best thing to do. but, you know, i wanted it over and of course he did, too. everybody did. people in the country every night a new tv program started and nobody got over at all, i mean, could get over it, just think about it because it was every day, every night. it was awful. and kept up with what i was doing. i never stopped doing the things i was doing. >> by the time four years were over, how tired were you? >> you know, you lose the election in november and that's depressing. it was depressing and then jury there until january -- you're there november, december, january. i just wanted to go home. and then when i got home i don't know that i was tired. i guess i was tired, but i just remember coming home. boxed to the ceiling. we lived right on the edge of the woods. and we'd been gone ten years since jimmy was gone for campaign two and then four. but the woods had come up around our house and the vin