i'm proud of what i did i am proud of everything i get out this i've asked what next step haupt i mean i must appear on. hundreds of bottles of water over to france to people food medical help. so what do you know like negative. now it's been a long ride for them. a. little. departed from malaysia and. like twenty eight years of my thirty three years of my life so i have no idea what might go so here i am struggling to adapt to this city you know. not even. hard but there is a god and we have a lot of faith in him. thanks to the south we are that. the united states. would have green card my mom. crosses all the page legal paperwork finance and everything all right but i never became a us citizen no the whole problem but would have become of us and none i would have ever been i never thought i was going to go through this sort of thought you know all my life and only what silly santa monica has the hearing for they tore it apart . different indefinite forever i can never go back tonight my plans are to work here for like four or five months ahead gather enough money to pay for somebody