with the books, which, and different, many books, well, mostly classics, russian, no, not only heitwangeroks, no, no, unfortunately, unfortunately, this, this is a restriction, this is forbidden, but, but even so, like, i started to understand something there, i think, damn it, books are cool, i think, i want a library at home, i never in my life, did not get pleasure from reading a book, and there i am reading a book and it just tears me up from the inside, i think, damn it, why am i earlier? read, i read a lot of books there during this time, during this period , and i understand that, that it is useful, well, something useful, you know, like, against the background of all this , i found some advantages, i found advantages from the fact that i will get to know some people there, unfortunately, to this day i still haven't seen them, well, i hope that i will see them, i will communicate with them by their families, because at the last moment, when i was already supposed to be loaded onto the stage, i was there with a friend with someone...' he tells me, secretly gives me a small pocket, s