steady ♪ ♪ timing's everything ♪ ♪ and i been feeling like i'm ready ♪ ♪ nights up in the studio with hennyle aren't judging me based on my looks or my appearance, but they're enjoying my music, and seeing all their faces out in the crowd is--it's really uplifting. - ♪ i just wanna be me ♪ - ♪ i just wanna be me ♪ ♪ killing myself. seeing my smell ♪ ♪ feeling myself, but for them i'm too wild ♪ - ♪ i just wanna be me ♪ ♪ they say i'm too ♪ - a lot of alcohol, a lot of domestic violence, was around me, and it, like, messed me up as a kid. i just shut down, and, like, it was-- i grew up like that. affected me, like, hard. i'm the only family member out of all my family that has never dealt with sexual abuse in my entire family. the drug problem is uncon-- it's so bad. like, 60% of the reserve is, like, on meth, like, alone, and it's just sad. like, even my own sister. my sister was heavy into that, and now she's getting clean, but it's just-- i hate that drug so much. it just took over. it's taking over, like, everybody, like, the community, and it's--it's sickening. - ♪ cry so hard but i don